Days are beginning to blur for me. I think repetition is good, but it also means there is not much difference between one day and the next. They have been good days though, especially with my little side-kick. He has the funniest personality. In public he is solemn, taking everything in and being very serious with everyone. At home he is a goof ball and loves to play and be silly. He is quite the character, especially during meals
Our garden is flourishing, giving us handfuls of peas every day and lots of kale, spinach, and beet greens for our green smoothies.
Isaac always goes right to the spinach and picks a piece to eat. It's weird but hey, I'm not complaining.
I've been trying to find a balance of being a mom and also being Jessica. I find myself turning into an empty shell, giving so much to Isaac and not recharging. Before I went to college, I was very artistic, musical, and creative. I have definitely lost sight of that side of me, which is a huge reason why I'm loosing myself. I really based my worth on my talents when I was younger and felt a lot of pride in my creations. I found that I needed that again, desperately. I'm older and wiser now, I hope, and I realize my talents aren't who I am, but I do realize they help me express myself.
So! The house might be suffering and meals aren't as elaborate, but I'm having fun during Isaac's naps creating. I am writing a novel, spending at least an hour on it everyday. I'm having a blast and being pushed further than I ever have before. I had no idea how much went into a book, but I'm quickly finding out. I finished a trio of baby animal pieces for Isaac's room last week and I love them!
When it's warm, Isaac and I go to the park. He loves to explore, and we both get some vitamin D.
If we're not at the park or running errands, we are on walks.
"Stop mom, no more pictures"
Uncle Taylor came to visit last weekend. Isaac warmed right up to him after he read him a story. This kid loves his books. I'm seriously contemplating hiding SEVERAL of his favorites.
We showed Taylor the temple grounds
And took him to ChinaTown for some bubble tea and authentic food.
The duck was my favorite
Taylor didn't seem to mind joining in on all the daily tasks of taking care of a 1 year old
We went on two hikes and tried to show him some of the beauty here in California.
We also tried to go to the beach, but it was insanly windy. A nice surprise though was all the kite surfers out! There had to be at least a hundred out there. So while we couldn't relax or really see anything against the blowing sand, we had fun watching the surfers.
Isaac and I started Mommy-and-me swim classes this week. I forgot to take pictures, but I will try to do so for next week.